Claire C. Holland

Poems, Essays, Other Words

  • Welcome
  • Blog
  • Poetry
  • Essays
  • Podcast
  • News
  • Contact
  • Welcome
  • Blog
  • Poetry
  • Essays
  • Podcast
  • News
  • Contact
  • essays,  film

    My Favorite F***ing Movie: All the Boys Love Mandy Lane

    / April 1, 2025

    I have Covid right now—get vaccinated kiddos, it’s still a thing!—so I wasn’t able to finish the essay I had planned on posting this month. Instead, enjoy this essay that originally appeared in…

    read more
  • Still from the film Only Lovers Left Alive (2013).
    essays,  film

    My Favorite F***ing Movie: Only Lovers Left Alive

    / February 28, 2025

    My mom died last October and ever since—and despite being a pretty skeptical agnostic most of my life—I haven’t been able to help imagining some sort of afterlife. The possibility of it. Coupled…

    read more
  • Logo for My Favorite F***ing Movie.
    essays,  film

    New Essay Series: My Favorite F***ing Movie

    / January 30, 2025

    I’m very excited to announce a new essay series I’ll be releasing monthly all year long: My Favorite F***ing Movie is a personal exploration of sex through film, and Go (1999) is the…

    read more
  • Cover image courtesy of Eddy. Photography by Maurice Farrell.
    recommendations

    Elust Issue 176

    / September 22, 2024

    Cover image courtesy of Eddy. Photography by Maurice Farrell. Elust is the only place where the smartest and hottest sex bloggers are featured under one roof every month. Whether you’re looking for sex…

    read more
  • Cover image by Nyala Mali.
    recommendations

    Elust Issue 175

    / July 24, 2024

    Cover image courtesy of Nyala Mali. Elust is the only place where the smartest and hottest sex bloggers are featured under one roof every month. Whether you’re looking for sex journalism, erotic writing,…

    read more
  • Pointe of Pride by Chloe Angyal front and back covers.
    Books,  reviews

    Book Review: Pointe of Pride by Chloe Angyal

    / July 23, 2024

    I’m a firm believer in romance novels as tools for self-exploration. I think these books are an invaluable way to discover things about your body and sexuality in a manner that is virtually…

    read more
  • Still from I Saw the TV Glow: sidewalk chalk reading "There is still time."
    film

    Pride 2024 Queer Movie Recommendations (Part II)

    / June 29, 2024

    There were not enough queer movies in the second half of June for my taste (are there ever, though?), but the ones I did see really blew me away. If you missed my…

    read more
  • Cover image courtesy of Catalina Cruz.
    recommendations

    Elust Issue 174

    / June 19, 2024

    Cover image courtesy of Catalina Cruz. Subscribe to Catalina’s Onlyfans for naughty selfies, kinky photos and exclusive video clips. Elust is the only place where the smartest and hottest sex bloggers are featured…

    read more
  • Still from Femme.
    film

    Pride Month 2024 Queer Movie Recommendations (Part I)

    / June 11, 2024

    All the queer movies I’ve enjoyed in June (or, you know, close to June) thus far. New(ish) movies: Femme My favorite movie of 2024 so far, hands down. Utterly tense, shockingly sexy, and…

    read more
  • Image of Zara Du Rose in lingerie lying on a bed.
    recommendations

    Elust Issue 173: The Best of Sexy Blogging in May 2024

    / May 16, 2024

    Cover image courtesy of Zara Du Rose. Elust is the only place where the smartest and hottest sex bloggers are featured under one roof every month. Whether you’re looking for sex journalism, erotic…

    read more
 Older Posts
Newer Posts 

Follow/Subscribe

  • Bluesky
  • Instagram
  • Spotify
  • RSS Feed

Follow my Substack essay series, My Favorite F***ing Movie, a personal exploration of sex through film.
Buy my (Elgin Award-nominated!) book.
Read my new zine, All My Moms Are Movies Now, about identity, sexuality, and film.
Buy the Art Is Not a Crime Yet shirt.
Buy the I Am Not Content shirt.

Archives

  • February 2026
  • January 2026
  • December 2025
  • November 2025
  • October 2025
  • September 2025
  • August 2025
  • July 2025
  • June 2025
  • May 2025
  • April 2025
  • February 2025
  • January 2025
  • December 2024
  • September 2024
  • July 2024
  • June 2024
  • May 2024
  • April 2024
  • February 2024
  • December 2023
  • November 2023
  • October 2023
  • September 2023
  • August 2023
  • July 2023
  • June 2023
  • April 2023
  • March 2023
  • February 2023
  • December 2022
  • September 2022
  • July 2022

activism all my moms are movies now bartholin gland cyst bartholin gland cyst recovery diary bartholin glands birth control bisexuality blog books chronic pain clothing/lingerie dilators discussion early 00s elust essays film guest posts health care hormonal birth control horrormance how-tos internet problems my favorite f***ing movie personal podcast pop culture queer media queerness random personal stuff recs reviews romance novels sexism sexuality & identity sex work sexy books podcast sexy media show recs television vaginismus vulvodynia womens health writing zine

  • Bluesky
  • Instagram
  • Spotify
  • RSS Feed
© L.A. JAYNE 2026
  • Home
Ashe Theme by WP Royal.